LIFE AS A SINNER

Lord it is I a sinner for sure, I have sinned from the time I was conceived. You knew me then and covered me. I was born out of the sin of a mother who knew your laws, upon my birth she fell to her knees in praise and repentance. She ask you Lord to forgiveness, for she knew she had sinned against you Lord. I am glad for that day now.. My mother passed away about 17 years ago, but whenever things seem to be piling up against me I look back to what she told me. If you believe I was able to provide for you without having someone providing for me you have missed everything I have tried to teach you.Every night and every morning I take myself into my closet once inside I place my head down and ask my Father for forgiveness for I know I shall sin. It is not my intention to do so, but as a sinner who is still trying to walk in the light I come to battle daily for my salvation. Knowing this I must ask forgiveness and the strength of his words.

O'Lord it is I your humble servant, I come to you in praise for you have cradled my heart in your hands. I have reached down in places I knew not existed until I was able to lay down my armour of shame, disobedience. I am grateful Lord for you being able to allow me to pick up your armour of grace and mercy. I know now that it has been you who covered me when I was cold. It was you who carried me when I was tired. Take me O'Lord, do with my life as you will Jeremiah 30:10-12 Amplified Bible (AMP) ¹⁰Therefore fear not, O My servant Jacob, says the Lord, nor be dismayed or cast down, O Israel; for behold, I will save you out of a distant land [of exile] and your posterity from the land of their captivity. Jacob will return and will be quiet and at ease, and none will make him afraid or cause him to be terrorized and to tremble.

¹¹For I am with you, says the Lord, to save you; for I will make a full and complete end of all the nations to which I have scattered you, but I will not make a full and complete end of you. But I will correct you in measure and with judgment and will in no sense hold you guiltless or leave you unpunished.

¹²For thus says the Lord: Your hurt is incurable and your wound is grievous.

Lord I know your son came and died so I may come to know you through him. I thank you for sending your son to die for a low, unworthy, lawless, lying, cheating wretch like myself. I shall take this renewal you have given me and praise your name. I shall take my example of your son Jesus by dedicating ,myself not only to learning your word but living my life truly for your will. Teach me your ways daily Lord so your words may flow from my tongue as if you speaking through me..

1 Timothy 1:15-17Amplified Bible (AMP) ¹⁵The saying is sure and true and worthy of full and universal acceptance, that Christ Jesus (the Messiah) came into the world to save sinners, of whom I am foremost.

¹⁶But I obtained mercy for the reason that in me, as the foremost [of sinners], Jesus Christ might show forth and display all His perfect long-suffering and patience for an example to [encourage] those who would thereafter believe on Him for [the gaining of] eternal life.

¹⁷Now to the King of eternity, incorruptible and immortal, invisible, the only God, be honor and glory forever and ever (to the ages of ages). Amen (so be it).